“I learned this, at least, by my experiment: that if one advances confidently in the direction of his dreams, and endeavors to live the life which he has imagined, he will meet with a success unexpected in common hours.” Henry David Thoreau
“Don’t be too timid and squeamish about your actions. All life is an experiment.” – Ralph Waldo Emerson
Escape a false sense of community. Reconnect with my inner instincts and aspirations. Use my gifts. Stop wasting time. Make more time for face-to-face relationships and “old-fashioned” correspondence (think e-mail). These are some of the reasons which prompted me to give up Facebook for an indefinite amount of time (a year?). Commence eye-rolling if you must. I know it might seem selfish. It might be an inconvenience for some. It might not make sense.
I don’t know if my experiment will bring me the things I seek, but so far I have maintained my reading goals (see my new “Reading Log” page for what I’m currently reading), face-timed for two hours with a friend I hadn’t talked to in nearly 20 years, and written in my journal almost every day. I have had lunch dates with friends and family members and appreciated the interaction in ways I had come to take for granted.
When I recently messaged another dear friend and mentioned that I had spent my morning reading, writing and thinking about future blog topics, she celebrated the “fog clearing” for me. She has agonized with me through this past year’s turbulence. She has shared my sorrow and bewilderment over how I lost any desire to read or write – two of the treasured mainstays of most of my life. And with her perceptive observation of the “fog clearing” she has assured me that there is hope that my experiment might truly turn out to be great.